sum1 who wants to explore da world w/ a caring being

While DEALING with a STRANGER, common COURTESY you use, but the FAMILY you LOVE, U seem to ABUSE". I devote most of time (as selfish as this may sound) trying to figure out who I am- I am persistently learning about myself, growing & changing. I am struggling with my identity even more so now that Im allowing myself to be exposed to individuals that challenge me-I can be pretty ruthless tryin to represent myself as "tough" (physically and emotionally but maybe that is my major WEAKNESS ) I don’t believe in regretting anything- EACH event has made me capture things about myself I wouldn’t have known otherwise… and also trying to let go of things that hav left me feelin hollow- I m continuously fighting others who feel the need to ‘define’ me-n still learnin not to ffect me- Each struggle, soreness & question I face is what makes me truly content -because all of this is what I believe one should go through... question themselves and everything they believe in, in order to truly understand “self” and to reach a level of maturity ...hopeful to come to terms with a truer me, a more indispensable self that couldn't fully be placed amid the bullet points of my resume...